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Vibrant Rainbow

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each day
she awaits
the tender curtains
to close on her life
ending her pain

within my mind
alien traps hidden
long arms pull me inside
clockwork orange viewing
of my past
until awakened
by my own screams

his death created
choice-less changes
within my mind
time to reflect
only after
unsuccessful suicide

scars of fate
dormant deep in my mind
until triggered to life
by his death
to cause my death
embattled body
keeps fighting

i’ve nothing to sing
no words to my song
lines bear no notes
even you have fallen
below the staff
life no longer
registers

guessing the light within
was stronger than the desire
to snuff it out
more life to be embraced
day by day
step by step
moment by moment

calm washes over me
hoping my shades of heaven
are as imagined
only to wake up
cursing my fate
until finally
living makes sense

shades of his sin
wash over me
deep into subconscious
with news of his demise
wreaking havoc
me vs. me
in life vs. death

seeds of sorrow
spread like rampant weeds
smothering decades of life ~
slowly pruning imbedded vines
making room for love & joy